A Night Of Solitude

yow how's it going bloggers? it's saturday night and i'm in my room. posting and browsing
experience, as they say, is the best teacher. i agree. damn agree! that's what i'm gonna post this evening.

long time ago, i fell in love with a girl in my class. everyone's say she's pretty, but that's not the only thing that makes me fall for her. her smile, her face, her everything. at first i'm trying to be her bestfriend, the one who you can tell anything anytime, and try to cheer you up when you're down. bestfriend. yeah. but when she rejected me, that's when i realize that it's dangerous if you had crush on your bestfriend. after that, i have to watch my move very closely, i don't want to fall to the same hole twice. and not just me, my friends experienced this kind of things to.

so now there's this girl, let's just call her sarah. she's my junior when i was at high school. and just like before, she has become my bestfriend. so. i hafta watch my move and strike on when the time comes. huehuehue so that's what i learned from the hard way.

okay, enough of this sorority. but what there's to tell?
that i miss playing my guitar? that's not a happy story
that i miss rocking the music studio with my friends? i don't think so
or that i have no one special to spend this night? okay, i'm starting to let myself down

oh yeah, this one!

i've been reading an inspirational book. this book helps us how to manage a business with some spiritual capital. that's the title of this book. SC : Spiritual Capital. originally written by Danah Zohar and Ian Marshall. at first this was just an assignment, but eventually i enjoy reading this book.

this is the cover

well i guess that's sum it up
ciao, papay, bye, au revoir, auf wiedersen, sayonaraaa

cancer

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun

SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
hand in hand - kaoru wada

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
we all roll along - the maine B-)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
early birdie - owl city (wtf...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
sorry i stole your gurl - the friday night boys (haha -__-)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
don't tell dave - dance gavin dance (dave itu siapa coba)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
so much for the afterglow - four year strong

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
keep your hands off my girl - good charlotte (iya iya -__-)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
smile of a jesus freak - i am ghost (no comment)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
this war is ours - escape the fate (yo'eh haha)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
a for andrew - attack attack! (bego lu andrew)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
scaremonger - chiodos

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
after the last midtown show - the academy is

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
bullet with butterfly wings - four year strong (yakali)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
tore up - count your blessings (setdah sadis)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
the serpentine - the number twelve looks like you (nari uler kalee)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
bersamamu - vierra (HAHAHAHAHA)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
your sword versus my dagger - silverstein (ngadu pedang maksudnya)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
hxc 2-step - i set my friends on fire (no idea what that means)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
getaway - holiday parade

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
what were we made for - saosin (ga nyambung)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
hello fascination - breathe carolina

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
cancer - my chemical romance

Tag to: Everyone who reads my blog! :P
ini hanya keisengan semata, karena ga ada ide mo ngepost apaan
ayo ayo yang baca ikutan :p

Instrument of Choice

hello. have i told you about my darknight? well here it is
jeng jeeeeeng meet the darknight!


i got this guitar from my dad when i was 12, i guess. at that time i had no idea how to play a guitar. but music has already became my interest. until i was in 9th grade, i accidentally joined a music club at my school. my voice is not qualified to be a singer, so i started the basics of playing guitar from my friend. the first song i could play was peterpan - ada apa dengan mu -__-. it was a popular song at that time, and it's not difficult too. and guess what. i am addicted. i learned some more techniques and chords from my friends. and eventually i played most of Muse's songs with my friends. our first song was starlight. and so on.

so, at this moment. i kinda have become one with my guitar. he knows what songs i like, and it sounds good. i like to play songs from all time low and the maine. but too bad my dorm is too small, so i decided to leave this at my house.
well. there you have it.

no music is bad, it's our taste of music that separates us.

Oh Algorithm

this post is special! dedicated to the most important subject in the computer science major! ALGORITHM. thank you for screwing my brain and my friend's. the final exam is just around the corner and you know what? this subject is the hardest!

so now i'm trying to build a program similar to my favourite game, Persona 4. and here is my algorithm

yeah, the idea is for the user to have their activity, increase social link, enter the TV and buy persona. but i want this to repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself until the user got bored, kinda like this one


yeah, i'm still working on it and hopefully when this project is done, my algorithm score will be high, or satisfactory at least.

wish me luck for the final exam :O

A Corner Of Memories

yow, it's already 2011 huh. time really goes by. well if you ask me, 2010 has been a hell of a year. i wouldn't say great. "impressive" is the exact word. what happens in 2010? let's rewind a bit

early 2010, it's horrible for me and my family. a crack is appearing, and it's getting bigger. it's just a metaphore of what happens in my family. i don't wanna talk about it. and not just in my family. a horrible thing also happened to my friends. eleven of them were in a car accident, luckily 10 of them is fine until now, but for my dear friend, vincenzo malayu, not very lucky. he passed away on the 28th january 2010. that was a real devastating situation back then at school. we have no will to study, we just want to be there beside him. huffh owkay. oh yeah, 2010 is my last year in high school, so before the national exam all i did was study my ass off to reach my desired college, ITB. the bandung institute of technology. but unfortunately i don't have the brain and luck to be a student there. i tried three exams dude, THREE FVKING EXAM, and all i got was three failure. dissapointed of course, but what can i say.

that was the sad part of 2010, let's get to the exciting part. in my last year of high school, i found out my true friends. together, we own the school yeaaaah. um well actually just the back part of the cafetaria. well anyway, some of us enjoy music and we made some kind of band, and we play various type of music. school activities ends at may, and while waiting for college starts, we do a lot of fun, bowling, kara-oke and go to the cinema. awesome awesome awesome. august came, some of us has to go away from the capital citadel, jakarta. and yes, my life as a college freshmen has begun. but this university is fun, the seniors don't bully us around like i imagined, they are all friendly. and next thing i know, college is not so bad

well i guess that did it all, some amazing memories in 2010. failure, a great loss, togetherness, and the taste of college's freshman. and in the end, i gotta say..

BE NICE TO ALL OF US, 2011 :)