Sunday, January 17, 2010

Eagle Without Wings

I soar as hard as i can, wish the other can hear me
I tried to fly, but i have nothing left
Why do you do this?
You tear my wings apart by leaving me,
Because you are my wings, that can help me fly
Help me escape from the terrible nightmares
I am the eagle without wings

I remember when we used to be together
We watched the stars up in the sky
Then suddenly you said "I'm leaving you forever"
I can feel my wings grow lighter
'Cause you are my wings, and without you...
I am the eagle without wings

I cried all night remembering you
Wishing that you were here with me
Hoping that my wings could grow back
You are my wings, my true love
I'm staring at the sky, wishing i could fly
But... I am the eagle without wings

So what if i have no wings?
So what if i can not fly?
I know my wings won't grow back
I just have to wait until my time has come
Before that happens, i wish for one thing
I could taste the sky again...


Well, this is just a scratch. I hope i can make a song out of this.

Monday, January 4, 2010

So far in 2010

hello bloggers. first, i have to say HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR.
well, i'm not as happy as anyone else in celebrating the new year's coming. i'll tell you why

1. there's a shocking event happened in my family's sisterhood. i can't tell you what happened, but this event is (maybe) causing a gap between mother and daughter, and sisters. this happened at 29 december, morning. and it's still happening until now. i hope they can get along and solve this. cause a family must love each other, right?

2. my new year's plan with my friends are cancelled. at first, the girls are planning this event. and i think, why don't we join? and they said we could. at first, all of the guys said they could attend that. but, when one of my friend ask them on the 31st morning, they were all busy! and i suddenly felt lazy, because there were only like 3 guys were available. and in the end, there was only one who came. me? nay, i was waay out of range. when 2nd semester start, one of our fella was avoiding us. we said hi to him, but he won't reply. what the hell happened.

so far, my life in 2010 is getting worse, i hope this will ends nicely.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Emoti-songs

hello bloggers. i'm feeling emotional lately, more than usual. and because of that, i always listen to some mellow songs. and here are some lyrics from my favourite songs. not very rational of me dontcha think?

" If your lost
And you need to find some escape
Or some peace of mind
Call my name
When you need a friend
I'll be there, I'll be there "

- I'll Be There by Faber Drive

" We'll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all "

- Secret Valentine by We The Kings

" Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy "

- Harder Than You Know by Escape The Fate

" When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here. "

- Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

" I'll watch you falling from me
When you hit the ground, maybe you'll see
The only way to fall is down
I'll be up in the stars
But I'll be anywhere you are
Just say you need me and I'll come down "

- Up In The Stars by Swimming With Dolphins

" I'm falling in love
But it's falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Things were better then they are
Let me back into ...
Into your arms
Into your arms. "

- Into Your Arms by The Maine


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

2012 is doomsday?

oke. awalnya gw pikir emang bener tuh di tahun 2012, tepatnya tanggal 20 Desember, akan terjadi kiamat. ada beberapa fakta yg menunjukkan prediksi yang bakal terjadi di tahun itu. ya meskipun itu cuma prediksi, bisa aja salah, bisa juga bener.
- Penampakan aurora di utara atau selatan bumi.
- Gangguan pada sistem telekomunikasi baik komunikasi satelit, radio, TV, telepon, seluler, dan perangkat komunikasi lainnya
- Gangguan pada sistem pemandu navigasi (GPS) yang menghambat perjalanan menggunakan transportasi udara dan laut.
- Gangguan pada sistem perbankan dan saham dunia (ATM, Transaksi On-line, dll.)
- Hambatan pada perjalanan dan penerbangan misi-misi antariksa
- Pemadaman listrik atau gangguan yang terjadi pada pembangkit tenaga listrik yang terjadi dalam hitungan jam, hari bahkan bulan.
- Perubahan poros kutub-kutub magnet bumi, yang mengakibatkan bumi berotasi ke arah sebaliknya. Bahkan mungkin bumi akan berhenti berotasi, jadi kemungkinan matahari terbit dari barat dan terbenam di timur
- Terjadi bencana-bencana alam “super dashyat”, seperti gempa bumi, letusan gunung berapi, tsunami, akibat perubahan yang luar biasa iklim dan cuaca di bumi.
- Tertariknya benda-benda langit ke dalam gravitasi bumi yang akan menciptakan kerusakan hebat di permukaan bumi.
- Dimulainya kembali jaman es, yang pernah terjadi 12000-13000 tahun silam yang menyebabkan kepunahan manusia purba dan dinosaurus.
- Berkurangnya populasi umat manusia di dunia menjadi 30-40% dari populasi pada saat sekarang.
- Paparan radioaktif matahari yang langsung kena ke permukaan bumi, yang dapat menyebabkan gangguan kesehatan, bahkan kematian bagi makhluk hidup.
- Awal terjadinya “tanda-tanda kiamat” yang diyakini oleh banyak agama dan kepercayaan.
- Kepunahan Umat Manusia dan Terjadinya Kiamat. Mungkin tahun 2013 hanya akan menjadi kenangan yang tertulis, tanpa pernah kita melewatinya.

hmm yang gw bold itu lagi happening di indonesia. banyak daerah yang kena pemadaman. well awalnya gw pikir yaudahlah, kalo emang bener kita siap2 aja. lagipula kan masih belom banyak yang tau. jadi ga bakal terjadi huruhara. but i was wrong! ramalan suku maya ini ternyata menyebar cepat, di tv sering dibahas ttg bencana alam and UFO and so on. bahkan banyak film yg mensetting pada tahun 2012, yang dipercaya bakal terjadi kiamat. what just happened? yah gw si no problem dengan adanya film2 itu. tapi bukannya itu bakal membuat masyarakat panik? kalo gitu, mereka mungkin, just maybe bakal berbuat hal2 yang mereka ingin lakukan sebelum tahun 2012. o ya isu 2012 kiamat juga sebelomnya pernah nongol di film "The Number 23". di situ dibilang 23 itu angka yang unik, ada berkahnya juga, tapi banyak juga "kutukan". let's see, suku maya percaya 2012 kiamat. 20-12. 20+12=32, kebalikan dari angka 23 yang berarti semacam kutukan. whew, yah kita ga tau kapan kiamat itu tiba, nobody knows. is it a hoax? well gw cuma bisa bilang, siap2 aja. beribadah sebanyak-banyaknya, karena bisa aja besok kiamat. and again, i don't know how to end this post.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

P3P Is Out Now !!!

Persona 3 Portable, an enchanced remake of Persona 3 for the Playstation Portable, has been announced by Atlus for release in Japan on November 1, 2009; a Western release of the game has not yet been announced. The announcement in Famitsu revealed that the player will have the option to play as a female character. This selection will alter some aspects of the story: the first Persona gained by the Protagonist, Orpheus, will have a different appearance; Igor's assistant in the Velvet Room, Elizabeth, will be replaced with a male equivalent named Theodore. The gender choice will also alter some aspects of the Social Link stories. In addition to the new playable character, there will be five difficulty level to select from. The port will include only the original game's story (The Journey from Persona 3). However, there will be some changes made to the plot, regardless of character choice.

The game's revised battle system draws on elements added in Persona 3's successor, Persona 4. In combat, the player will be able to directly control every character, as opposed to utilizing the game's artificial intelligence. The ability to "Guard" during battles has been added, and allies will take fatal attacks for the Protagonist, preventing his or her death. Outside of Tartarus, instead of navigating the game world by directly controlling the Protagonist, the player will guide an on-screen cursor around an area, allowing interaction with characters and objects. The game includes the voice acting of the original game, although characters are not shown in the world, instead being represented by on-screen portraits. In addition, there is new music, composed by Shōji Meguro; some of the game's music will be different if the female protagonist is selected. There are currently two confirmed cameos from Persona 4 that can be seen in P3P; a younger version of Yukiko Amagi and Noriko Kashiwagi.







yeah it's finally out now. this is the game that i've been waiting for !