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why does reality have to be so harsh?
i wish i have the guts to say it out loud
i'm such a selfish crybaby :'(
oh God, please help me
what should i do?
will they allow me to do what i want?
or i have to accept what they desire?
i don't know what to do..
i wish i could run away from this reality
it feels like my head is gonna blow
i can't hold any more emotions in my head

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