Another Flashback

well hello. it's already the 7th of december. that means 2011 is coming to an end. and as the title said. i have a few flashbacks regarding 2011.

oh before that, just because i wrote these words with no such expressions, doesn't mean i'm sad. i'm excited! because last night, i saw hayley williams in my dreams! yes, that hayley from paramore! lately i was obsessed with her. and finally she came to my dream. i dreamt i searched her with some kid accompanying me, and when we saw hayley, she was sleeping in a dirty bed. literally dirty. and when i was walking toward her, she opened her eyes a little bit and smiled to me (kyaaaaaa~). that kid was already on the bad bouncing and woke my dear hayley. but then i sat down next to her, and give a gentle touch to her hair, and she smiled of embarrasment! and excited! damn, she was so damn cute. and after that we did a little trip around the city, all i remembered was hayley was talking with that kid all the way. but still, she's so damn cuteee~

ahem, so. let's move further from this morning to 19th october, 2011. yep. that's my birthday. last year was my 17th birthday, and it was boring. like no celebration nor gifts boring. but this year, so far it was the most exciting birthday to me. because so many people congrats me on midnight. even my dearest sister, ririn gembul :p called me in the middle of the night, to congrats me and told me to sign in skype. and when i saw her, she wrote on a piece of paper "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG GENDUT!" with some drawing, she said it was supposed to be my picture, but it was nothing like me. LOL :p and sorry bul, you were not the first one to congrats me hihihihi. so. the same day in the afternoon, i went to my campus and met my friends. they congrats me too, of course :p but my two bestfriends succeed in surprising me. because they gave me a ticket to jogjakarta. damn, at first i was loss at words. why jogjakarta? that's where my sister-by-accident lives in. i made a promise to her that i will pay a visit to jogjakarta. and i told my best buddies about si gembul. and they gave me a chance to meet her. God, i'm so lucky. thanks buddies :)

miko, boncas, and me (meh i look like a fatass on that photo -___-)

this is me and ririin, my gembul sister :p this picture wouldn't even exist if it wasn't for them

oh look, i'm surrounded by angels. they're good looking aren't they? except miko, he's a man-angel with biceps

aside from my college life, i'm still in touch as well to my high school friends. and the last time we spent our last-minute vacation to safari zoo in bogor. it was on september i believe. that was a rash decision, and we had the chance to meet our families. nothing particular to tell, i'll post a picture instead. cause you know, picture paints thousand words.

ranti, ntu, akbar, dije. a brainless pack indeed

usually we just gather, hangout and laugh our asses off. but it was fun though, real fun. unfortunately now we're busy because our classes schedule and it's hard for us to meet and fool around. but i'm still in touch with them.

bottomline is, i think in 2011, i met such great people, and lucky to have some to become my best friends :) although, i have a heart-breaking story to tell, but i'm not gonna post it right now. if you wanna see it, then see my draft post. so, let's hope for a better future in 2012, and hope's the world not gonna expire as they say it will. my december wish?
"i want to kiss you on december 31st from 11:59pm to 12:01am so i can have a great ending to 2011 and an amazing beginning for 2012"
i found that quote on tumblr, when i said it i was like, damn. this is so great.
so goodbye everyone! have a great year ahead!
and hayley, if you miss me, just come to my dreams again alrite? :3 i love you.

They Are The Reason

a band is nothing without their fans. a famous guitarist has at least one role model. it all starts with a dream. when you watch them perform, you were like "damn, i wish i could play as good as him". and then you practice, practice, and practice. the next thing you know, you'll be able to play their songs. that's how i begun playing guitar in the first place. i have some inspirational guitarist from many bands. here we go

1. Matthew Bellamy

Matthew James Bellamy. The 33 years old guitarist is the first on my inspirational list. This vocalist of Muse always gave a spectacular performance on every live show. At first, i didn't really pay attention to Muse's live performances, because i only listen to their studio albums, Absolution, and Black Holes & Revelations. it. was. epic. i love their songs and how matt plays his guitar is just amazing. they're not fresh, but still loved by many people around the world.

2. Synyster Gates

After i listen to rock songs, i slowly enjoy listening hardcore songs. yep. that's how i knew this one. Brian Elwin Haner, Jr. or known as Synyster Gates. the lead guitarist of avenged sevenfold. unlike matthew, Gates is not really active on stage. but how he plays his guitar during solo riffs is just.... wow. maybe he's not as skillful as herman li (dragonforce), but i prefer him. he's like my guitar god.

3. Jack Barakat

okay, if you're my close friend and you know what music i listen recently, but you don't know who this guy is. then you're not my friend. LOL kidding. Jack Bassam Barakat. He's still 23. but on stage, he's very, very, active. This lead guitarist of All Time Low has became my most favorite role model. on stage, he's just bouncing around everywhere and his groupies would throw bra's at him. awesome.

"idk man, i just love music" -anonymous

i love her. i don't know why

Pink Alligator

The Pink Alligator was born in the calm forest of green, but he turned out to be pink. He's so visible that he can't hunt for food easily, so he's always especially hungry. The other animals dislike him and consider his coloration disgusting, almost like he's cursed. So, he started living alone. But then he made a friend. His friend was a bird--but, a bird that was unable to fly. So the bird would stand on the pink alligator's back and practice its flying.

This was the alligator's first friend, and he was very happy. They started going to the river every day, and the little bird would sing while the alligator listened. But again, the alligator couldn't catch food easily because of his color. Pink is such an odd color, his prey in the jungle saw him from far away and had plenty of time to escape. He became so hungry that he was dizzy most of the time. And he accidentally ate the bird one afternoon as it slept in his mouth. Of course, he realized his mistake immediately. He drank swamp water to induce vomiting... but the bird was already dead when he retrieved it. After that, he couldn't bring himself to eat anything.

Since the alligator ate his friend the bird, he cried and cried for a very long time. In fact, he was so sad... that he drowned in his own tears. His tears became a beautiful lake, around which grew beautiful flowers and a tree with delicious fruit. The other animals in the forest came there often to relax, but none of them knew the alligator had created it or that he was gone.

The End.

"Even though the alligator did not find the meaning in his life, the residents of the forest did, They just didn't realize it. Because, the meaning of my life is not something I should not worry about. It's really what others think of my life or what I was able to do for them. So, for me, or you, or anyone, the meaning of our lives is something that we make but don't see. People can't survive without help from others. We all depend on one another"

-Akinari Kamiki, the original writer of Pink Alligator

Find A Resolution To Be My Own Solution

so i watched a movie called 'Up In The Air' yesterday. there was this one scene when jim got cold feet before his wedding, and ryan talked him down. (that ryan was george clooney, not me)

Ryan : If you think about it, your favorite memories, the most important moments in your life... were you alone?
Jim : No, I guess not.
Ryan : Hey, come to think of it, last night, the night before your wedding, when all this shit is swirling around in your head, weren't you guys sleeping in separate bedrooms?
Jim : Yeah, Julie went back to the apartment, and I was just by myself in the honeymoon suite.
Ryan : Kind of lonely, huh?
Jim : Yes, it was pretty lonely.
Ryan : Life's better with company.
Jim : Yeah.

Damn right. now i now why i often feeling down, because i spent too much time alone. by myself. you can't live on your own. eventually you'll need help, or at least someone to talk to. and that's what friends are for right?

"I'll always be there for anyone who needs me. I'll always be a helping hand or a listening ear. Because i know what it feels like to believe that no one cares. I know what it likes to feel alone, suffocated in my own thoughts. I know how just one person can change someone's life. I'm here for anyone that needs me, just to prove that compassion still exists. I'm here for you"

-thenextbarakat.tumblr.com

Confession Of A Gombal-holic

ntu : (lagi liat ke langit) "ah ga ada bintang ya"
gue : "ada nih, bintang nya lagi jalan bareng gue"
ntu : "iiihhhh gombal dasar"

oke, entah itu udah yang keberapa puluh kali nya gue dibilang gombal. emang ada yang salah ya kalo gue jadi gombal? menurut gue wajar aja sih. kecuali kalo setiap cewe lewat lo gombalin. se-per-ti. "neng, mahasiswa kedokteran ya?" | "kok tau?" | "soalnya kamu sudah membedah hatiku~". gue ngaku kalo emang gue begitu. kata2 yang keluar dari gue juga bukan yg semacam "neng bapakmu bla bla" itu aja. kadang ada gombal dalam bahasa inggris. "How can i fall asleep when i'm still falling for you?". sedapp

"neng bapaknya bruno mars ya?"
"kok tau bang?"
"karena kamu telah men-grenade kan hatiku~"

kenapa gue jadi seperti ini? awalnya juga gatau kenapa. dimulai kalo ga salah taun lalu, pas gue baru awal-awal kuliah. entah kenapa kemampuan gue jadi lebih mantap. kalo seneng aja gue bisa, apalagi kalo lagi galau? bisa bikin lagu dah mu-ha-ha. nih gombalan gue asli pas gue lagi galau akut

"Goodbye, i will always wish for your happiness, even when i'm not part of it"

*translate biar keren*
personally, i have many ways of showing my affection to someone, flirtation is one of them. so, for all the women i've sweet-talked, you should be grateful, because i care about you! hahahaha. you can see my twitter timeline is kinda full of my flirt line. well maybe they're not all from me. some of them are from my songs of choice. this is some of my songs

If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
A Daydream Away - All Time Low
Ever So Slightly - The Title
1,2,3,4 - Plain White T's
Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars
Listen To Your Heart - The Maine
Forever Girl - Forever The Sickest Kids
Harder Than You Know - Escape The Fate
The Only Exception - Paramore
My Heroine - Silverstein
I'll Be There - Faber Drive
The Saltwater Room - Owl City
Up In The Stars - Swimming With Dolphins

there you have it. listen them. they inspired me.
and last but not least, ini buat seseorang yang bapaknya maling, karena sudah mencuri hatiku. buat orang yg bapaknya pemulung, karena sudah memungut hatiku. dan yang bapaknya pake softex, karena sudah membalut hatiku (credits to ardhan)

"If the world is so big, Why do I keep on seeing you? and If the world is too small, why can’t i see the person I’m looking for? #TumblrSays"

Every Scar Has A Story

this is some footage from my fellow brothers, kennedy brock and jared monaco from the maine, and jack barakat from all time low. yeah, this kinda tells us their attitude behind their fame and rocking performances, so enjoy.

This is the newest Hits from All Time Low, Forget About It




and this is one kick-ass song from The Maine, Listen To Your Heart



(believe it or not. i had my haircut immediately after seeing jared's haircut on this video!)


and last but not least, the live music video for Dear Maria, Count Me In



"Life is too awesome to waste your time thinking about someone who doesn't treat you right"
-Jack Bassam Barakat

Right On!

wordgraphic-ing

yow, i've begun some wordgraphic-ing today, and here is some of my own.





........okay that last part is just... never mind
any advice? or request maybe? comment on this post or my chatbox

printf("sorry, your brain can't take it anymore..");

damn, i wish i was able to do that T_T

Right from the start, i knew i had to make you mine
and now i'll never let you go
....
don't listen to the world, they say we're never gonna make it
don't listen to your friends, they would've never let us start
don't listen to the voices in your head
love will never ever let us fall apart
listen to your heart
....
just whisper, i can find you in a crowd
....
you gotta listen to your heart
go on and listen to your heart
come on and listen to your heart
it will tell the truth
it will set you free
it will say that you were meant for me

I Feel Like Dancing - All TIme Low

This is their first video with interscope, HILARIOUS ! ALL TIME LOW ROCKS

producer : "what do we sell them next? we sell them SEX"
jack : "NICE!"

LOL typical jack

Future Future Future Perfect

originally from freezepop's album.
obvious, i'm gonna talk gibberish about my future (amin, semoga terwujud)

i'm currently studying computer science, so my target job is not far from my major.
my first target is to work at MTv as an programmer or a web developer, why? because without music everyone's life is flat. and besides music is my best interest. MTv asia, or in Estonia, either way. i would love to work at MTv

can you believe that this is the CEO office?

if i don't find a job that suits me, ho ho hopefully i can be famous with my friends.

that's me in 10 years (ho ho hopefully)

i've watched all time low's straight to dvd hundreds times, and i never got bored with it.
i consider myself as a copycat and a quick learner, by watching their gigs, i can listen to the jack's part and play it well by myself. okay, i'm being cocky. sorry
when will the time come? when you have your own groupie
girls are calling out your name in excitement.
well, it all starts with a dream right?
best wishes for all of us. rock on

Randomization

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if you can decipher this, please, i need your opinion

what doesn't kill me simply makes me, stranger

i haven't feel like myself lately
why? is it because i hold back too much emotions?
rage, anger, anxiety, curiosity, and love.
i guess there's so many for a guy to handle
i hope i can share these feelings with someone
someone i care, and can accept me for who i am
woops that's another emotion.
loneliness

i wish i were alex, just for today

The Way They Talk

yow, it's me again. been a while
owkay, on my previous post i've posted about my favorite band, all time low. and here's my second favourite band, The Maine. if all time low is amazing on their live shows, this one fits on the studio, especially acoustic sessions


what do i like most about this band? well the main thing is the lyrics. no more chitchat, these are some songs that you should listen

-Everything I Ask For
"she's happy now that she's with me
and i'm freaking out, because i'm just so lucky"

-Don't Stop Now
"you can rough me up,
yeah baby you can hurt me too,
because all i've got is you"

-Into Your Arms
"when we were in love
oh things were better than they are
let me back into your arms"

-Inside Of You
"no~o~o~oh i'm never gonna see inside of you
because i know i'm gonna fall

and you'll be waiting for it all"

-Whoever She Is
"Everyday in every way she will look the same
every care you used to have seems to float away"

-Growing Up
"we're in this together,
yeah we'll make it somehow
nothing's gonna stop us now,
growing up won't bring us down!"

-I Must Be Dreaming
"go on and tell them that you love me
and it will be alright
are you thinking of me?
just come with me tonight"

-Color
"when you're walking backwards
don't be afraid to close your eyes
cause the truth is darling
everything will be alright"

-Right Girl
"i've never been the best with my mouth
try to stay smart but the dumb comes out"

their acoustic session for beta records
left-right : jared monaco, john o'collaghan, kennedy brock (boncas' 57th "husband -_-)

My Current Wishlist *eyeswideopen*

Epiphone SG



the special edition of SG, emily the strange


epiphone les paul "nightfall"


curious how this guitar sounds? check this video



DAMN, I WANT THOSE GUITAR SO BAD !
(sumfeh kalo ada yang ngasih gue ga nolak!)

Dearly Beloved

dearly beloved,
your charm first caught my attention not so long ago.
when you began to search your love life, i can only support you.
without you knowing, that the love you never found,
was right here all alone.
waiting here for you..

dearly beloved,
have you ever wondered why there's night and day?
maybe it's a reminder of how life is supposed to be
sometimes you get a bright moment,
and then there's a dark days.
you may forget me in those bright moments,
but you should know,
that i will be there for you to pass through those dark days
so that you can reach for another bright days..

Dearly Beloved, I-Love-You

this is an amazing story! you should read this thoroughly

10th grade (1 SMA)

Saat aku duduk di kelas bahasa inggris, menatap gadis disampingku. Dia adalah sahabatku. Aku menatap rambut panjang sehalus sutra-nya, dan berharap dia adalah milikku. Tapi dia tidak menyadarinya, dan aku tahu itu. Setelah kelas selesai, dia berjalan ke arahku dan meminta catatan yang ketinggalan kemarin, dan kuberikan padanya. Dia berkata "terima kasih" dan memberi ciuman di pipiku. Aku ingin memberitahunya, aku ingin dia tahu jika aku tak ingin menjadi sekedar teman, aku mencintainya tapi aku terlalu malu, dan aku tak tahu kenapa.

11th grade (2 SMA)

Telepon berdering. Di ujung sana, ada dia. Dia menangis, dan berkata terus-terusan bagaimana cintanya telah mematahkan hatinya. Dia memintaku untuk datang karena dia tak ingin sendirian, dan aku pun datang. Aku duduk di sofa di sebelahnya, menatap matanya yang lembut, berharap dia adalah milikku. Setelah 2 jam berlalu, sebuah film oleh Drew Barrymore, dan tiga kantong kripik, dia memutuskan untuk tidur. Dia melihatku, berkata "terima kasih" dan mencium pipiku. Aku ingin memberitahunya, aku ingin dia tahu jika aku tak ingin menjadi sekedar teman, aku mencintainya tapi aku terlalu malu, dan aku tak tahu kenapa.

Senior year (3 SMA)

Sehari sebelum pesta kelulusan dia berjalan ke lokerku. "Pasanganku sakit" dia bilang. Dia tidak bisa melakukannya dengan baik, aku tak punya pasangan, dan ketika 7th grade, kami membuat janji jika tak ada diantar kita yang punya pasangan, maka kita akan datang berdua, sebagai teman baik. Dan itu yang kami lakukan. Malam kelulusan, setelah semuanya selesai, aku berdiri di depan tangga rumahnya. Dia tersenyum padaku, dan memandangku dengan matanya yang sebening kristal. Aku ingingin dia menjadi milikku, tapi dia tidak berpikir sepertiku, dan aku tahu itu. Lalu dia berkata "Ini salah satu momen terindah buatku, terima kasih" dan menciumku di pipi. Aku ingin memberitahunya, aku ingin dia tahu jika aku tak ingin menjadi sekedar teman, aku mencintainya tapi aku terlalu malu, dan aku tak tahu kenapa.

Hari Wisuda

Sehari berlalu, lalu seminggu, lalu sebulan. Sebelum aku berkedip, ini hari kami wisuda. Aku melihat tubuhnya yang sempurna melayang seperti malaikat di panggung untuk menerima diploma. Aku ingin dia menjadi milikku, tapi dia tidak menyadari seperti itu, dan aku tahu itu. Sebelum semua orang pulang, dia mendatangiku dengan pakaian dan topinya, menangis ketika aku memeluknya. Lalu dia mengangkat kepala dari pundakku, dan berkata "kau sahabat terbaikki, terima kasih" dan mencium pipiku. Aku ingin memberitahunya, aku ingin dia tahu jika aku tak ingin menjadi sekedar teman, aku mencintainya tapi aku terlalu malu, dan aku tak tahu kenapa.

Beberapa tahun kemudian

Sekarang aku duduk di bangku gereja. Gadis itu menikah. Aku melihatnya mengatakan "ya, saya bersedia" dan memasuki kehidupan barunya, menikahi seorang pria. Aku ingin dia menjadi milikku, tapi dia tidak melihatku seperti itu, dan aku tahu itu. Tapi sebelum pergi, dia mendatangiku dan berkata "kau datang!". Dia berkata "terima kasih" dan mencium pipiku. Aku ingin memberitahunya, aku ingin dia tahu jika aku tak ingin menjadi sekedar teman, aku mencintainya tapi aku terlalu malu, dan aku tak tahu kenapa.

Pemakaman

Bertahun-tahun berlalu, aku menatap peti mati yang berisi wanita yang menjadi "sahabat terbaikku". Dalam acara itu, mereka membaca buku harian yang ditulisnya ketika dia masih SMA. Seperti inilah bacaannnya:

"Aku memandangnya, berharap dia adalah milikku, tapi dia tidak menyadariku seperti itu, dan aku tahu itu. Aku ingin memberitahunya, aku ingin dia tahu jika aku tak ingin menjadi sekedar teman, aku mencintainya tapi aku terlalu malu, dan aku tak tahu kenapa. Kuharap dia akan berkata jika dia mencintaiku"

"Kuharap juga begitu" aku berkata pada diriku sendiri, dan aku menangis...

There's A Geek Straight Up Hustler

heyho, this is my second post todaaay lalalalalalalala~
this time it's about my favourite band, ALL TIME LOW



i listened to their songs everyday, and never got bored.
here are some their song that you must listen

-Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don't)
"make a fool of myself when you hang around
when you're gone i'm a match that's burning up~"

Weightless-
"maybe it's not my weekend
but it's gonna be my year
and i'm so sick of watching all the minutes pass as i go nowhere
this is my reaction
to everything i fear
cause i've been going crazy i don't wanna waste another minute here~"

-Coffee Shop Soundtrack
"i can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
the flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing~"

Dear Maria, Count Me In-

"Go on and play the leader
cause you know it's what you're good at~"

-Therapy
"my lungs gave out
as i face the crowd
i think that keeping this up could be dangerous~"

A Party Song (The Walk Of Shame)-
"i took an oath but i'm giving it up cause i didn't have to see things my way~"

-Jasey Rae
"i've never told a lie
and that makes me a liar
i've never made a bet
but we gamble with desire~"

Remembering Sunday-
"forgive me i'm trying to find
my calling i'm calling at night
i don't mean to be a bother
but have you seen this girl?~"

-Stella
"one more reason i should never have met you
just another reason i could never forget you
down we go, the room's spinning out of control~"

Break Your Little Heart-
"i'm gonna break your little heart
watch you take the fall
laughing all the way to the hospital
cause there's nothing surgery can do~"

that's the moment. that's the fucking moment right there

A Night Of Solitude

yow how's it going bloggers? it's saturday night and i'm in my room. posting and browsing
experience, as they say, is the best teacher. i agree. damn agree! that's what i'm gonna post this evening.

long time ago, i fell in love with a girl in my class. everyone's say she's pretty, but that's not the only thing that makes me fall for her. her smile, her face, her everything. at first i'm trying to be her bestfriend, the one who you can tell anything anytime, and try to cheer you up when you're down. bestfriend. yeah. but when she rejected me, that's when i realize that it's dangerous if you had crush on your bestfriend. after that, i have to watch my move very closely, i don't want to fall to the same hole twice. and not just me, my friends experienced this kind of things to.

so now there's this girl, let's just call her sarah. she's my junior when i was at high school. and just like before, she has become my bestfriend. so. i hafta watch my move and strike on when the time comes. huehuehue so that's what i learned from the hard way.

okay, enough of this sorority. but what there's to tell?
that i miss playing my guitar? that's not a happy story
that i miss rocking the music studio with my friends? i don't think so
or that i have no one special to spend this night? okay, i'm starting to let myself down

oh yeah, this one!

i've been reading an inspirational book. this book helps us how to manage a business with some spiritual capital. that's the title of this book. SC : Spiritual Capital. originally written by Danah Zohar and Ian Marshall. at first this was just an assignment, but eventually i enjoy reading this book.

this is the cover

well i guess that's sum it up
ciao, papay, bye, au revoir, auf wiedersen, sayonaraaa

cancer

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun

SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
hand in hand - kaoru wada

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
we all roll along - the maine B-)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
early birdie - owl city (wtf...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
sorry i stole your gurl - the friday night boys (haha -__-)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
don't tell dave - dance gavin dance (dave itu siapa coba)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
so much for the afterglow - four year strong

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
keep your hands off my girl - good charlotte (iya iya -__-)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
smile of a jesus freak - i am ghost (no comment)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
this war is ours - escape the fate (yo'eh haha)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
a for andrew - attack attack! (bego lu andrew)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
scaremonger - chiodos

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
after the last midtown show - the academy is

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
bullet with butterfly wings - four year strong (yakali)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
tore up - count your blessings (setdah sadis)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
the serpentine - the number twelve looks like you (nari uler kalee)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
bersamamu - vierra (HAHAHAHAHA)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
your sword versus my dagger - silverstein (ngadu pedang maksudnya)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
hxc 2-step - i set my friends on fire (no idea what that means)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
getaway - holiday parade

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
what were we made for - saosin (ga nyambung)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
hello fascination - breathe carolina

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
cancer - my chemical romance

Tag to: Everyone who reads my blog! :P
ini hanya keisengan semata, karena ga ada ide mo ngepost apaan
ayo ayo yang baca ikutan :p

Instrument of Choice

hello. have i told you about my darknight? well here it is
jeng jeeeeeng meet the darknight!


i got this guitar from my dad when i was 12, i guess. at that time i had no idea how to play a guitar. but music has already became my interest. until i was in 9th grade, i accidentally joined a music club at my school. my voice is not qualified to be a singer, so i started the basics of playing guitar from my friend. the first song i could play was peterpan - ada apa dengan mu -__-. it was a popular song at that time, and it's not difficult too. and guess what. i am addicted. i learned some more techniques and chords from my friends. and eventually i played most of Muse's songs with my friends. our first song was starlight. and so on.

so, at this moment. i kinda have become one with my guitar. he knows what songs i like, and it sounds good. i like to play songs from all time low and the maine. but too bad my dorm is too small, so i decided to leave this at my house.
well. there you have it.

no music is bad, it's our taste of music that separates us.

Oh Algorithm

this post is special! dedicated to the most important subject in the computer science major! ALGORITHM. thank you for screwing my brain and my friend's. the final exam is just around the corner and you know what? this subject is the hardest!

so now i'm trying to build a program similar to my favourite game, Persona 4. and here is my algorithm

yeah, the idea is for the user to have their activity, increase social link, enter the TV and buy persona. but i want this to repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself until the user got bored, kinda like this one


yeah, i'm still working on it and hopefully when this project is done, my algorithm score will be high, or satisfactory at least.

wish me luck for the final exam :O