Instrument of Choice

hello. have i told you about my darknight? well here it is
jeng jeeeeeng meet the darknight!


i got this guitar from my dad when i was 12, i guess. at that time i had no idea how to play a guitar. but music has already became my interest. until i was in 9th grade, i accidentally joined a music club at my school. my voice is not qualified to be a singer, so i started the basics of playing guitar from my friend. the first song i could play was peterpan - ada apa dengan mu -__-. it was a popular song at that time, and it's not difficult too. and guess what. i am addicted. i learned some more techniques and chords from my friends. and eventually i played most of Muse's songs with my friends. our first song was starlight. and so on.

so, at this moment. i kinda have become one with my guitar. he knows what songs i like, and it sounds good. i like to play songs from all time low and the maine. but too bad my dorm is too small, so i decided to leave this at my house.
well. there you have it.

no music is bad, it's our taste of music that separates us.

Oh Algorithm

this post is special! dedicated to the most important subject in the computer science major! ALGORITHM. thank you for screwing my brain and my friend's. the final exam is just around the corner and you know what? this subject is the hardest!

so now i'm trying to build a program similar to my favourite game, Persona 4. and here is my algorithm

yeah, the idea is for the user to have their activity, increase social link, enter the TV and buy persona. but i want this to repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself repeat itself until the user got bored, kinda like this one


yeah, i'm still working on it and hopefully when this project is done, my algorithm score will be high, or satisfactory at least.

wish me luck for the final exam :O

A Corner Of Memories

yow, it's already 2011 huh. time really goes by. well if you ask me, 2010 has been a hell of a year. i wouldn't say great. "impressive" is the exact word. what happens in 2010? let's rewind a bit

early 2010, it's horrible for me and my family. a crack is appearing, and it's getting bigger. it's just a metaphore of what happens in my family. i don't wanna talk about it. and not just in my family. a horrible thing also happened to my friends. eleven of them were in a car accident, luckily 10 of them is fine until now, but for my dear friend, vincenzo malayu, not very lucky. he passed away on the 28th january 2010. that was a real devastating situation back then at school. we have no will to study, we just want to be there beside him. huffh owkay. oh yeah, 2010 is my last year in high school, so before the national exam all i did was study my ass off to reach my desired college, ITB. the bandung institute of technology. but unfortunately i don't have the brain and luck to be a student there. i tried three exams dude, THREE FVKING EXAM, and all i got was three failure. dissapointed of course, but what can i say.

that was the sad part of 2010, let's get to the exciting part. in my last year of high school, i found out my true friends. together, we own the school yeaaaah. um well actually just the back part of the cafetaria. well anyway, some of us enjoy music and we made some kind of band, and we play various type of music. school activities ends at may, and while waiting for college starts, we do a lot of fun, bowling, kara-oke and go to the cinema. awesome awesome awesome. august came, some of us has to go away from the capital citadel, jakarta. and yes, my life as a college freshmen has begun. but this university is fun, the seniors don't bully us around like i imagined, they are all friendly. and next thing i know, college is not so bad

well i guess that did it all, some amazing memories in 2010. failure, a great loss, togetherness, and the taste of college's freshman. and in the end, i gotta say..

BE NICE TO ALL OF US, 2011 :)

octobereview

wazzzzzzzzzzzzzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappppp
it's been a while since i last checkin here. well i wouldn't say i've been busy nor too lazy.
october coming to an end huh, that also means 2010 is closing too. it's been an impressive month if you ask me, why? because, first of all is......
watashi no tanjo-bi. haik haik. -__- yeaa my birthday. this year marks my 17th year, since the first breathe i take. i would say the 17th is a turning point of my life. from the spoiled crybaby to a caring gentleman. oh yeah this is what i got from my university account


kinda embarrasing you know.
okay, onto the next one. hmmmmmm i can't think of anything. well i think that's it.
maybe i'll tell you a bit about my college's life so far. at first i was a lazy bum. i have no intention of going to my current university. so when i'm in class, i looked dead, no spirit. but now, i kinda get used to this college life. i gotta admit, it's totally different from high school. you'll find out on your own when it's your turn. most of the lectures are about high-school math. matrixes, logics. but of course there's a main course, ALGORITHM. it may sound like logarithm. i'll tell you this. IT'S COMPLETELY DIFFERENT AND MUCH MUCH HARDER. the lectures are hard to understand, but i enjoy the practicum. it kinda goes like this

#include
#include
#include

void main()
{
char nama[20];
int tabungan,lama;
srand(time(NULL));
float bunga = rand()%10+1;

printf("\t\t\t$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$\n");
printf("\t\t\t CENTRO BANK\n");
printf("\t\t\t$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$\n");
printf("\n\n\nInsert your name : ");
scanf("%s",nama);
fflush(stdin);
printf("\n\nWelcome %s, centro bank is one of the largest banks in the world ...\nYou can save your money here safely",nama);

printf("\n\nHow much money will be saved ? ");
scanf("%d",&tabungan);
fflush(stdin);
printf("\nHow many months you will save your money? ");
scanf("%d",&lama);
fflush(stdin);

printf("\n\n\n\n\n\n");
printf("\t\t\t$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$\n");
printf("\t\t\t CENTRO BANK\n");
printf("\t\t\t$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$-$\n");

printf("\n\n");
printf("\n------------------------------------------------------");
printf("\n\nMoney that you save : Rp. %d.00",tabungan);
printf("\n\nMonths did you save money : %d months",lama);
printf("\n\nBank interest : %.0f %% ",bunga);
printf("\n------------------------------------------------------");
printf("\nYour money after %d months will be Rp. %.2f ",lama,tabungan+(bunga*tabungan*lama/100));

getchar();
}

eat that! haha i've told you it's the other way around than logarithm
hm i think that's it. for now. i'll see you guys again next time. CIAO

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why does reality have to be so harsh?
i wish i have the guts to say it out loud
i'm such a selfish crybaby :'(
oh God, please help me
what should i do?
will they allow me to do what i want?
or i have to accept what they desire?
i don't know what to do..
i wish i could run away from this reality
it feels like my head is gonna blow
i can't hold any more emotions in my head

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